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Hello beautiful. I`m alone again, yet do you mind if I think about you? What are you doing? Do you feel fine, are you all right, are you sleepy, nauseous, happy, do you care? Each second is marked with your strong perfume, subtly braided with the cigarettes that you love much. I love them as well. I love seeing you puffing out their smoke on the balcony and how they shape your mouth in a pleased grin, how you seem so dreamy in spite of everything with only such a small thing and how they embrace your being every time. I used to watch you with silent admiration, for it to bloom into the flower of an innocent passion and then to get the ugly thorns of jealousy and sadness. It`s a winter time sadness, so could you sing it for me?
I remember your calloused fingers going slowly toward me and then backing away into the pitch darkness of another soulmate. I can`t see you, nor feel you there. We are close, yet we are so far apart that coldness began creeping up my shirt and lurking into my heart. I`m alone among so many.
I can`t be strong for long.
